i've changed my username to

 summer_solitice

add me.

could you girls just give me some general tips on how to curb my HUGE appetite?

kthanx

http://quizilla.com/users/rosiekins/quizzes/Which%20Personality%20Disorder%20Do%20You%20Have%3F/

wow, that's a lot of words......

I got "avoidant" on this test. tell me what you get.

My halloween is as follows:

Trick-or-treating with sam romero and megan bair. sleeping over at sam's with megan. maybe susan too but i'm not sure. fun....

I wanted to go to the Fags concert but I don't have a ride nor do i have 15 bucks. bummer....

i love vicki. well, i don't exactly love her but you know what i mean.

ok, shay davis, i don't give a shit how much you hate me. i'm gonna love you forever whether you like it or not. so there.

you know i really love?

I love it how my mom thinks the size of my maturity is dictated by the frequency i shift my cat's litter box.

I love it how i can't call my friends unless i wanna wait around for my mom's boyfriend to lend me his cellphone.

I love it how i have to wash myself in freezing cold water.

I love it how i have to hang up my clothes to dry them

I love it how i'm so fucking poor

I love it how nothing s working out and how my entire life is just getting shitter and shitter by the hour.

But you wanna know what i hate? Being happy. Happiness sucks.

consciousness is so secondary, don't you think?

seeing as i'm gonna be coming into some money next month, the following are bands and i'm gonna see:

Tegan & Sara   Thursday  OCT. 6  7:00 p.m.   Majestic theatre   $15.00

Beck  Thursday  OCT. 22   6:30 p.m.  State theatre  $32.00

Interpol  Sunday   OCT. 25   7:30 p.m.   Michigan theatre   $25.00

Death Cab For Cutie   Friday   OCT. 14    7:30 p.m.   Michigan theatre   $22.00

Dresden Dolls   Thursday   OCT. 20    8:00 p.m.  Saint Andrew's Hall   $15.00

Piebald   Friday   OCT. 25    7:00 p.m.    Blind Pig    $12.00

Saves The Day   Saturday    NOV. 05    7:00 p.m.    Saint Andrew's Hall   $18.00

METRIC  Monday   OCT. 17  7:00 p.m.  Magic Stick   $10.00

Misfits   Friday   NOV. 4    5:00 p.m  Harpos   $15.00

All together, it'd cost me $149.00 to go to all of those so i'm gonna need to decide soon. But i'm sure as hell going to Metric, Interpol, Death Cab and Pieblad.

If you wanna come with me, just let me know and we can work something out.

turn of events:

it turns out al the girls I was looking forward to spending time with this year haven't even looked at me yet and all the girls i used to hate last year are now my friends. well, not all of them, but chole and i are friends now and if you told me six months ago that i'd be friends with chole i would've slapped you.

But i do really hate school. there's four other sophmores in my math ingt. 1 class. Fras failed a lot of people so now i don't feel so much like a loser. score!

phew....for a minute there i lost myself.

in less than twleve hours from now i'm gonna be in a classroom but i don't know where because i lost that sheet of paper with my locker # and schedule on it. so at the beginning of the day, i'm probably gonna be in the office. so if you wanna find me, that's where i'll be.

please.kill.me.