Pardon Me While I Burst Into Flames.......

appleblossom763 @ 2005-12-26T12:45:00

2005-12-26T17:46:05Z

i've changed my username to

summer_solitice

add me.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-11-13T17:22:00

2005-11-13T22:24:05Z

could you girls just give me some general tips on how to curb my HUGE appetite?

kthanx

appleblossom763 @ 2005-11-13T17:12:00

2005-11-13T22:13:56Z

http://quizilla.com/users/rosiekins/quizzes/Which%20Personality%20Disorder%20Do%20You%20Have%3F/

wow, that's a lot of words......

I got "avoidant" on this test. tell me what you get.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-10-30T11:33:00

2005-10-30T16:35:10Z

My halloween is as follows:

Trick-or-treating with sam romero and megan bair. sleeping over at sam's with megan. maybe susan too but i'm not sure. fun....

I wanted to go to the Fags concert but I don't have a ride nor do i have 15 bucks. bummer....

i love vicki. well, i don't exactly love her but you know what i mean.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-10-11T18:51:00

2005-10-11T22:52:29Z

ok, shay davis, i don't give a shit how much you hate me. i'm gonna love you forever whether you like it or not. so there.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-09-20T19:41:00

2005-09-20T23:45:10Z

you know i really love?

I love it how my mom thinks the size of my maturity is dictated by the frequency i shift my cat's litter box.

I love it how i can't call my friends unless i wanna wait around for my mom's boyfriend to lend me his cellphone.

I love it how i have to wash myself in freezing cold water.

I love it how i have to hang up my clothes to dry them

I love it how i'm so fucking poor

I love it how nothing s working out and how my entire life is just getting shitter and shitter by the hour.

But you wanna know what i hate? Being happy. Happiness sucks.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-09-19T18:52:00

2005-09-19T22:54:33Z

consciousness is so secondary, don't you think?

appleblossom763 @ 2005-09-15T22:12:00

2005-09-16T02:34:24Z

seeing as i'm gonna be coming into some money next month, the following are bands and i'm gonna see:

Tegan & Sara Thursday OCT. 6 7:00 p.m. Majestic theatre $15.00

Beck Thursday OCT. 22 6:30 p.m. State theatre $32.00

Interpol Sunday OCT. 25 7:30 p.m. Michigan theatre $25.00

Death Cab For Cutie Friday OCT. 14 7:30 p.m. Michigan theatre $22.00

Dresden Dolls Thursday OCT. 20 8:00 p.m. Saint Andrew's Hall $15.00

Piebald Friday OCT. 25 7:00 p.m. Blind Pig $12.00

Saves The Day Saturday NOV. 05 7:00 p.m. Saint Andrew's Hall $18.00

METRIC Monday OCT. 17 7:00 p.m. Magic Stick $10.00

Misfits Friday NOV. 4 5:00 p.m Harpos $15.00

All together, it'd cost me $149.00 to go to all of those so i'm gonna need to decide soon. But i'm sure as hell going to Metric, Interpol, Death Cab and Pieblad.

If you wanna come with me, just let me know and we can work something out.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-09-10T09:06:00

2005-09-10T13:10:44Z

turn of events:

it turns out al the girls I was looking forward to spending time with this year haven't even looked at me yet and all the girls i used to hate last year are now my friends. well, not all of them, but chole and i are friends now and if you told me six months ago that i'd be friends with chole i would've slapped you.

But i do really hate school. there's four other sophmores in my math ingt. 1 class. Fras failed a lot of people so now i don't feel so much like a loser. score!

phew....for a minute there i lost myself.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-09-05T20:45:00

2005-09-06T00:47:08Z

in less than twleve hours from now i'm gonna be in a classroom but i don't know where because i lost that sheet of paper with my locker # and schedule on it. so at the beginning of the day, i'm probably gonna be in the office. so if you wanna find me, that's where i'll be.

please.kill.me.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-09-04T22:04:00

2005-09-05T02:08:09Z

:[ the day after tomorrow we go back to school and my heart is gonna break. This summer has been ultra-stella-cool and i don't want it to end.

:] But ig et to see my megan, julia, trish, lane again and that's cool. Plus, i love autunm!

<3 I can not fucking wait until Halloween.

sophmore year= sugar, you're going down.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-30T17:35:00

2005-08-30T21:43:35Z

listening to Purple Rain

really made me realize,

that if i ever want to get my act together

i really need to get in a band...

or grind like my darling little nikki does.

mmm, yeah, so this ones going out to all my friends that i've fucked over in the past six years through now: i know i've been a shitty friend. and that i lied a lot. it's just that i don't really like myself and i was scared that if i didn't pretend to be somebody else, you girls wouldn't like me either. and i just want to say i'm sorry for being an ass. but from this milli-second forward, i swear that i'll never lie to you girls ever again.

short, sweet and as not uncomfortable as possible. just my style.

later kittens.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-20T23:41:00

2005-08-21T03:46:48Z

I miss not caring, you know?

remeber when I just to cvome to school in frickin' boxers?!

And now I know that i looked like I was an escaped crazy person, but I didn't care!

Now, i can't even make a sex joke in public. I

suck....

my hornet stings have turned into HUGE itchy spots

and right now I just want to kill all the hornets with a hose but i'm scared to.

give me compassion

FLASH

give me release

FLASH

give me a break

I doubt any of you [besides the obvious ann-jay] know what book that came from.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-19T17:29:00

2005-08-19T21:34:10Z

I got stung by a hornet two times in my arm and i cried. Then my mother gave me an animal cracker and everything was all better.

ok, so here's a game. it's called:

Who get's to take Sarah Shelton to the Salvation Army?

It's this game in which you take me to the salvation army and you buy me stuff. It's really popular in Japan, but we're trying to make it big here in the States.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-18T17:08:00

2005-08-18T21:10:06Z

http://www.bandbuilder.com/swing_life_away/index.php?ref_code=D60874

That's a link to hear my new favorite song. It's by my new discovery Rise Against. It's called swing life away. And when I first heard it, I thought it was some 90's alt. rock band. It's a beautiful song. Listen to it.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-17T18:01:00

2005-08-17T22:03:21Z

I was bored so I read my archive all the way back to Janurary. And it's really depressing because it's like I was an entirely different person back then and that I was sooo much happier than I am now. Go check it out for yourself.< Like my new icon? It's cute but vaguely pathetic. Just like me :[

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-15T20:37:00

2005-08-16T00:48:10Z

would somebody out there be so kind as to shoot me directly in the head? anybody?.........

It's official, I totally suck at everything.

I just gonna blame it on the black star.

Well, i just got back from camping a few hours ago and I need a hella good night's sleep. I think this is the last trip of the season. and next year i'll be too old for mom to make me come. so i think my suffering is officially over.

BUT

when I was camping, there were these little girls at the site next to mine and I was blowing bubbles and they saw me and they popped the bubbles to their childish delights and I gave them the bubbles because they were cute. Then the older little girl pointed at her mother and said, "That's my mom. She was walknig that way and she was drunk and she said, 'leave me the fuck alone.' that's a bad word." I almost died. And the other day I was walking there were these two little boys and they were so DIRTY and wearing diapers and they were walking together with the older one holding the younger one's hand and they said hi and asked me my name and then I went back to the camp site and cried in my mom's bosom because they were so cute.

Why do little kids always want to know your name?

children are awesome because they're ignorant.

And I don't mean that in a bad way.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-10T14:01:00

2005-08-10T18:10:44Z

Behold, my schedule:

A Gen Biol C210

B English C103

C US Hist B103

D IntgMath 1 A205

E German 1 D205

F Acting 1 E106 Locker Number: 2203 [upstairs B hall]

So, it's official. I have to redo math intg 1 because I basically slept thereout that entire class. That sucks, hardcore..............

I dyed my hair dark brown but my bangs are blonde. I can't take a picture because my brother took the webcam, but trust me, it looks cool. I love it.

PLEASE, tell me I have a class with at least one of you. I already know that Madeiline and I already have about four classes together but that still isn't sufficient enough for me.

sophmore year= sugar, you're going down!

yeah, right......

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-09T20:42:00

2005-08-10T00:52:33Z

Ok, tomorrow i have to get up at about eleven-fourty-five so we can leave at noon to go get registered for high school and I don't wanna go because I don't feel like getting my picture taken and being in that school again.

RETROSPECT: I remember when I went to register last year and that place looked like a jail. and I also remember that on the first day of school for lunch, damian peters and I hid in the hallways and talked about how much we missed middle school. how pathetic.......

I mean, i don't really lke summer because you eventually just get bored and it's hotter than a mofo outside, but I hate school. I really don't wanna go back.

We're leaving for camping on the 12th and we won't be back until, i think, early monday afternoon. I've said it before and i'll sayit again:

i loathe camping.

I hate it.....

I kow I'm being poutty and a brat right now but, seriously...

camping+going back to school+ being sarah shelton= NOT WINNING AT LIFE!

ugh........

called to see if you're back, still alright

and your sheets are growing grass all on the corners of your bed

but you've got too much to wear on your sleeves.

it's too much todo with me

the secret being I want you buriedin the yard

the grave remains of a friendship start.

I love that song

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-07T00:42:00

2005-08-07T04:46:49Z

mmmmm, ok

The party was alright. There were a lot of people here and there was a live band and stuff so it was cool.

But our neighbior came by and yelled at me and I slammed the door in his face like a gangsta!

also

My friend Lex [freshman, girl] came over and now she's gonna spend the night so that's pretty cool.

When is fall gonna come, I mean really........

it's too hot in herre!

Today was a treat.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-06T16:18:00

2005-08-06T20:21:11Z

Ok, first things first.....

Last night I went to hamtramak tog o see a band called the Spitunes and the trouble twos. They were both great! It was in a bar called chill and mingle. I was the youngest person there. I don't know but for some reason I love it when I'm the youngest there. Lots of fun....got home around 2:30-ish..... Also, craig, angle and jeff's friend, lead sing and leas guitarist of the spitunes is....like, whoa. "my womb aches for his child!" Yeah, that's a julia quote....

Ok now, today is my family's huge ass pasrty and it's a bitch in a half. I hate it when we have parties because we have to, like, polish the dirt because mom MUST have everything clean or else she thinks her friends won't like her anymore....

I'm not sure who exactly is coming but I'll update later to let you know.

BUT

if you want to come, call me. 767-7703

love

appleblossom763 @ 2005-08-04T12:20:00

2005-08-04T16:23:50Z

The following are dates in the next week or so

August 5: brother Robby's birthday

August 6: huge party at my house

August 10,11,12,13: brother Keith comes down from Marquette

August 12: Keith's birthday

BUT

August 12, 13, 14,15: camping.

I fucking LOATHE camping.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-07-28T22:10:00

2005-07-29T02:20:11Z

MMM, right, ok...

So my brother can't visit this weekend because his girlfriend's car is broken so no Keith. [break my fucking heart]

I kind of want to go back to school because I'm bored and I miss having a reason to get up in the morning.

But I kind of don't want to go back to school because I don't really know who my friends are and that scares me.

I thought about running away yesterday. Like, seriously. At around 3 in the morning or so, I packed up my shit and just went out the door in no certain direction and I got like half way down Benstein and then I turned around and went back home because I had no place to go and I got scared because it was dark out.

It's not that I want to leave.

it's just that i don't want to stay

.....if that makes any sense at all.

oh well.

Love to you,

Sara.

appleblossom763 @ 2005-07-24T22:04:00

2005-07-25T02:07:52Z

Ok, I'm bored with summer now. It is far too hot out and the humidity is a bitch and a half on my hair.

I so totally win at life.

The following are people that I haven't hung out with this summer:

Megan

Thom

Michelle

If I forgot about you, comment and buitch at me

So anyhow, gimme booty calls.

219-4790

Fall=Love

appleblossom763 @ 2005-07-19T22:18:00

2005-07-20T02:19:28Z

Am I dead yet or what?

The only thing that's good about summer is that fall comes right after. It is too hot in here.

I wish I had a jetski.

I wish I had friends for that matter.

God, put down your gun, can't you see we're dead?